Why?

So many questions I want to ask you...

If i'm such a burden to you, why do you keep talking to me? Why do you keep whispering sweet words to me? Why do you keep giving me hopes that things will get better? Why do you make me wish that I was the one by your side? Why do you always make me smile, laugh and yet why can you make me cry so easily?

Why do I feel this way?

Why can't i just forget you, like i've forgotten the other hundred of them who tried? Why can't I get the thought of u out of my head? Why can't i be able to just let go of the idea of you? Why am I so confused? Why am I so vulnerable around you, so weak and helpless? Why can't I just be strong and keep my mask on around you like I do around others?

Why do I keep asking questions when I know I won't get any answers?

Why?