Rainbows and butterflies

I'm afraid of love.

Yet i love deeply.

I'm afraid of failure.

Yet i keep on failing.

I'm afraid of death.

Yet I welcome the idea of it.

I'm afraid of pain.

Though I keep on hurting.

I'm afraid of the dark.

And I refuse to walk to the light.

I'm afraid of losing people.

So I always keep loosing myself.

I'm afraid of revealing too much.

Yet i can't stop myself.

I'm afraid of dark secrets.

So I make up my own.

I'm afraid of myself.

But all these little imperfections, are what makes myself me.

It's hard to change these things


A f t e r a l l

We can't all be rainbows and butterflies.