Strength

Is what I do not have.

Courage I severely lack.


Some advised me to be brave and tell him what I feel.
Some advised me that its not the right time because of our need to communicate when he's away.
Some told me to just follow my heart.

But my heart is confused.

At least we still talk, more than ever now.

I can't help but feel special when you bonk me on the head with that fake toy-flower.
You don't do it to anyone else.
Its a silly feeling.