100th post!

I am so fackin' honored 8D On to sentimental stuff.

I hope
You never blame yourself for being so far away

I know
You DO blame yourself for not being here with me

I wish
that you'd not take the blame yourself

I understand
that you're over there for studies only


After all, the only one to blame was me.
I was the one who accepted and wanted this relationship (despite you asking me).
I was the one who said, "I'll wait, no matter how long." (even though its you waiting to come home)
I was the stupid one who never jumped at opportunities when it was presented to me (though you might not have that much of feelings for me then)

Don't be upset just because I'm unhappy over life's problems and you can't give me a hug.
Plenty of hugs to come in November :)
I miss you too, silly.