It's so difficult to keep holding on,

 but I guess I just want to see how it all ends... 

so I won't let go... 

ever.

Even though I know that probably

nothing more will happen

I still want to try

to be with you.

Also, knowing that it'll hurt,

makes me scared,

but knowing that you'll be there,

makes it okay again.

So i'll fight and keep holding on,

because no matter what happens to us.

I'll always be by your side because...

I love you.